This has proven so true for me. It's something I never expected when I dreamed about falling in love, and being with that guy. Solitude.
This pure and perfect state; being alone, like sanctuary.
It's a place of escape, and I crave it more and more, now that I'm with him. All the time I want to get away to…anywhere. I just want to be with him, where I can fall into my own soul for awhile. He doesn't distract or disturb me. He keeps opening doors–deeper and deeper.
I love him more and more.
I love how he changes me, and makes me better in such subtle ways. I've learned so much about myself. I'm a more intimate person than I ever realized, and I'm trusting, and open. I'm caring, more than I ever though I was.
He is a wonderful lover. He protects me as a whole, the deepest, innermost parts of me.
It's beautiful.
